Exactly how i thought its supposed to be.

cant put a date on this one but it was awhile back. let me guide you through my most intense, beautiful, amazing, words cant even describe mushroom trip to date.



i was always interested in magical mushrooms. idk why, i was just always drawn to them even before i started eating them. i cant remember how much times i have eaten them already but this trip will always remain in my memory forever.

me and my girlfriend split an eighth between us and about 45min. later i started to feel it in my body but i was super super tired. i didnt even wanna get outta my car at all or do anything that involved me thinking or moving. the thought of the mushrooms not working started going around in my head, but i knew from previous trips that you have to have a real positive mind setting going into these kind of things. so i just told myself to give it time and when youre ready for it, it will happen.

i took a step out of my car and then it all hit me right there at one time. the colors, the body high, the traces in everything etc. i was almost scared that it hit me that hard that fast. so keeping all the negative thoughts and vibes out of my mind the night had started.

we were all at gourmets parking lot just chillin figuring out what do like usual. my other friends megan and david had split an eighth between them as well by this point. it was one of those dead nights so no one was really doing anything. just kids kicking it in a parking lot somewhere. the colors were AMAZING for some reason with these mushrooms. it seemed like every time i would open my eyes the world would be a different shade of color. from orange to red, green, yellow and everything in between. but the craziest color scheme that i went through was when me and my girlfriend were in my car and everything was seriously black and white. it was crazy! the world had this newspaper color to it, like dull black and white. the only way i can put it, is like i had high def vision. the lights and store signs were so loud and vibrant. almost as if every color had a life of its own and it was trying to get me to notice it out of every other color that i saw. these visions of beautiful colors would continue throughout the whole night.

david had to bring my other two friends jayr and chris back to their home in palasades, so me and my girlfriend went along for the ride. i suggested that we sit in the bed of the truck so that we were outside and we could experience this car ride from a different point of view. we sat with our backs against the back window of the truck so that we were looking at everything after it has passed us. this car ride was crazy. i felt like we were just in this never ending tunnel and that we werent moving, but everything else around us was just whizzing pass. jayr's afro hair was so entertaining to watch in the wind, because it looked like i was watching a hologram or something. my girlfriend said it looked like we were watching a real life flip book. when i would look at chrispy it was like he took on different personalities every time i looked at him or talked to him. his hair would cover his face sometimes and it seriously looked like he had no face at all, or his hair was eating his face alive. but when the wind would blow it back out of his face it looked like had no fucking hair at all.

going back down the hill was a journey all by its self. i was so sure that we weren't even in the same place anymore. towards the bottom of the hill there's this gnarly right turn and its pretty sharp. going around that turn felt like you were stuck on this track that kept you turning and turning, it felt like it went on forever. this constant spiral of asphalt going on forever and ever. when we finally get back to my car at gourmets things started to get more intense. as we got out of the car the world seemed so new to me. it was seriously like that car gave birth to me right there as i stepped out of it. everything looked so beautiful and everything seemed like it was alive to me. everything had feelings and played a role in every ones life, not just mine.

with everyone else being at home not doing anything, the only people that were still chillin was the only people who ate the mushrooms. starting to get bored we decided that we should go to walmart and just walk around and trip out in there. i ended up parking in a stall that was meant for cars coming up the road instead of actually parking in a stall that i was supposed to park in. i guess me parking in the wrong stall fucked with my mind or something, because when i came out of my car the whole world was seriously backwards. even the walmart sign was backwards and as i listened to peoples conversations it sounded like they were talking in this weird ass rewind language if that makes any sense. i even felt like some people that i was watching were walking backwards or were moving in slow motion. we got into walmart and wasnt really feeling it so everybody called it a night and went home.

after a short trip to my girlfriends house we headed to my crib to crash for the night. i will always remember this car ride for the rest of my life. the mushrooms were hitting us harder than ever, and this band Dead Meadow was the soundtrack for the ride. if you dont know them get on it and look them up asap. a seriously amazing band, they play super stoner/psychedelic rock that just puts you in this place you never knew existed inside of you. thanks to this band and their music i had my first out of body experience ever.

everything that im about to write throughout the rest of this entry is 100 percent true. you might not believe it, or you might think its stupid, bullshit, random, whatever. but believe me everything that im about to type i went through and experienced.

so me and my girlfriend are on our way to my house from her house. its about 2am by this point and we are still feeling pretty high. i dont think this trip wouldve been as sick as it was, if it wasnt for the music. It felt like the music was just the soundtrack to how you exactly felt and that point and time. the stoney acid rock would make would make all my surrondings just dance in this huge wavey flowy motion. my steering wheel felt like it was seriously warping in my hand. driving was a whole different adventure in itself. i would look at my speedometer and all the numbers and lines were just melting down into my car. every turn and straightaway looked and felt like it went of forever and ever. at times it felt like i was hovering over my body and i was just watching myself drive. when i would smoke a stoge i always thought it was melting in my hand and like around my fingers. yeah i know, pretty fucking intense. this 25 minute car ride felt like it took at least an hour and half. it was probably the longest drive of my life to date.

we finally get to my house and we get into my room and finally get to just chill. chilling in my room eventually led to us having the most beautiful, amazing, unreal, unforgettable, unexplainable sex i have ever had with anyone. when i would cuddle with her and close my eyes it felt like there were at least three other chicks in the bed. it felt like i was straight up going at with like four chicks. it was fucking crazy. during all of this im just trying to make a sense of what was going on. i totally felt my spirit or soul or whatever was hovering over us just looking down on us. i felt like my girlfriend was the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. she was almost taking features of a goddess or empress, i could feel her vibes and emotions coming off of her. the session went on for a couple hours it seemed and we finally finished i realized that, that was really honestly the first time i have ever made real love with a chick. ive never felt anyway for any other person in my life like how i feel for charlotte. after this night i would finally get to know and understand how it really truly feels to be in love with someone. some people may say i dont know what im talking about cause i was trippin on shrooms, and yeah i was, but no one else went through whatever i experienced that night. no one else saw the things i saw and felt the things i felt. no one else went through all those emotions and conversations. i did. i went through a REAL mushroom trip. i didnt take it just cause its a "drug" i did it for the experience that its supposed to bring you. i truly used it to open my mind to a whole new universe i never new existed in my lifetime. mushrooms will always be the most extraordinary of psychedelics in my opinion. everything that night was exactly how its supposed to be.

if you were ever curious about trying mushrooms, my suggestion is you go for it. make sure you are with people you trust and are comfortable around (like your girlfriend). dont be afraid of it and ride the hippie train to something you never knew you had inside yourself. and then ride it all the way back, while smoking a joint with good company of course.